The Stuff Nightmares are Made Of
December 11th, 2008 at 3:17 am by Andrew(more backdating - file this one a few days after the last Rwanda entry)
On Monday I met another group of traveling mzungus over breakfast at the auberge, and we hopped the Gisozi minibus over to the Kigali Memorial Center. I knew little about the Rwandan genocide except in broad strokes, and was pleased with how educational the presentation was. Informative histories were combined with impassioned video testimonials from survivors, and with the bones and clothes from victims. Oddly enough, I found that the way the bones were displayed – neatly in rows – almost served to abstract, rather than reinforce the message, taking on an almost archaeological quality (though recognizable machete marks, bullet holes, or bludgeoning jolt you back to reality). It was a weighty morning – no one really said anything for almost two hours as we walked through the exhibits. Especially moving was a section with huge photographs of child victims, coupled with minutiae about their favorite foods or sports, or their personalities. Maybe the image with the greatest impact for me, however, was an oil painting of a person curled up in the fetal position, and in the background, a burning village with tiny Interahamwe hacking people apart. The bodies of the victims were only large enough for a few brushstrokes, but something about the naive style and the vivid red splashes gave me the deep impression of art filtered through the all-too-real lens of someone’s personal experience, not just some artist’s rendition after the fact. I couldn’t look at it for long.
Tuesday I visited Butare, backtracking a bit towards the Burundi border, to see the Murambi Memorial (outside Gikongoro, a minibus trip west of Butare). Murambi was not an easy experience – it is one of the most graphic memorials in the country. In the buildings behind the college are the bodies of hundreds of victims, preserved with lime, locked in the rigor mortis positions of their brutal deaths. Room, after room, after room, after room of white, shrivelled bodies – young and old, men and women, sometimes with necklaces, or still-colourful scraps of clothing. Outside, scarce meters from the original mass graves, was signage indicating where French soldiers, part of “Operation Turquoise,” had been playing volleyball. Between the overpowering stench of lime, the buzzing of insects and the clang of the metal doors, in stark contrast to the oppressive silence – as I told the guide, “Je n’ai pas les mots.” I certainly didn’t in French, but can’t do it in English, either.
It is in some ways unfortunate that the only stops many travellers make in Rwanda are to the genocide memorials – I must confess than a third of my time in the country was devoted to them – but they are a visceral reminder of the horrors that hate can breed. But despite it all, the lessons seem to be falling on deaf ears – as my brother Christopher remarked two years ago when he visited the same memorials, massacres continue to occur around the world, especially in Sudan, with the international community turning a blind eye. So it goes.
I stayed the night in Butare, and visited the Rwandan National Museum the next morning. As as far as African anthropological museums go, I can only assume that this was a pretty good one, and some of the stuff was pretty interesting. Exhibits aside, the building itself is quite beautiful, and in an odd twist, on the walk over I ended up having a brief chat with the Belgian architect who had designed it 20 years earlier, and happened to be in town! Apparently the peaked roofs were inspired by the hills that make up the Rwandan landscape.
After an uneventful trip back to Kigali, the packed-to-the-gills minibus ride to the Ugandan border at Gatuna may well have been two of the least comfortable hours of my life. The back seats, it seems, have about 5 inches too little leg room for me, so my knees were in constant pressure against the metal frame of the next bench, and with my daypack in my lap, any movement at all was pretty much impossible. After East Africa, never again will I complain about crowded TTC buses.
